So here I’d like to write about a few pivotal moments in my journey, thus far, into pup-hood
The first time I met my Sir and current Handler, Blue
I had timidly reached out to local and not-so-local individuals right after discovering pup play, looking for an outlet to experiment within a safe and trusting environment. Of course, for it to be safe and trusting, I was mainly looking for friends first and foremost so such a setting could take place. I met Blue shortly after I had begun branching out and creating a social network with kinksters, be it online or otherwise and he invited me over to hang out and try on some rubber! At this point I was a rubberless puppy, devoid of any sexy, rubbery coat by which to transform myself; probably the only gear I had at all was a cool lil gas mask I got at a surplus store, my pup hood (one of my first purchases ever) and a spandex full body suit.
So, naturally, the prospect of wearing my first rubber EVAR was enticing and Sir did NOT disappoint!
My first puppy tail plug was put inside me in a very sensual way *wags*
*perks ears* IZZAT A SQUEAK TOY!?
The rubber shirt in these photos was actually given to me when I went to leave, something I have appreciated ever since as it was my first piece of gear and also something that made me certain that I had made a great new friend and, after meeting his partner/boy Miho, I was certain we would get along quite well. It helps that Sir was a pup earlier in life, something that made it easier to bond with him and Miho over but the act of giving me my first piece of gear was so profound, I still have the shirt though it was torn under the arm a bit I still put it on occasionally. Lots of leather guys look down on rubber dudes for not having the “same traditions” as leather but they’re wrong, we have our own traditions just as much as they do, and they mean as much to us as they do to leather men.
Sir and I spent the afternoon playin around, letting me experiment being a puppy in rubber for the first time and generally allowed me to romp at leisure! It was all very fun and very liberating to not feel self-conscious about what I was doing; to actually be with another man who was INTO what I was doing and not judging me for it was, as a first experience, incredible. I will never forget that day and what it meant for me.
Obviously, I didn’t immediately glomp onto my new pals and start calling them SIR and ALPHA but it was a gradual progression that has only very recently matured into the current dynamic. I felt posting about the beginning of our relationship and what brought me to that point would be a good start to begin with as I post about my experiences in finding myself and delving into the world of pup play.
Have you ever felt like something was just….perfect? Like a perfect fit for you without ever having tried it or experienced it? That’s what happened with me when I discovered puppy role play; you could say the giant BONER in my tight Under Armor undies was also a factor but it’s also something deeper, more mental and at the same time far more affectionate and sensual than normal expressions of emotion. Hell, all of BDSM is about alternative expression of emotional states and how to create more elaborate erotic endeavors with our partner(s); nothing says “I love you honey” like a single tail whipping to the small of your lover’s back! *wags*
Sir, Alpha and I are growing together more and more as we spend time with one another and I feel I’ve really found a nice comfortable spot to circle twice and curl up on. I really feel quite lucky, really. I couldn’t be a happier puppy and with all my other friends added into the pot…it’s like a whole new life I’m living now compared to where I was the other 24 years of it.
Think I’ll leave it off there, guys, hope you enjoyed my sappy puppy rambling’s and next time in part 2 I’ll go into some more wild and sexy happenings that have gone on as I continue my trek to Uber-kinkyness!
Stay slick everybody ;D
OH! and I almost forgot, here’s Miho and I at the (only) local leather bar! *wagwagwag*
He’s more boy than pup but that doesn’t stop him from gettin’ down n dirty with me on all fours hehehe >:)